{"id":343,"date":"2014-10-20T09:21:39","date_gmt":"2014-10-20T13:21:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/nightowl.owu.edu\/?p=343"},"modified":"2014-10-20T09:21:39","modified_gmt":"2014-10-20T13:21:39","slug":"something-i-know","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sites.owu.edu\/nightowl\/2014\/10\/20\/something-i-know\/","title":{"rendered":"Something I Know"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Gabrielle Freeman<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I push and twist the needle tip onto the pen designed for children;<\/p>\n<p>the sharp punctures the rubber membrane of the small glass vial.<\/p>\n<p>I pierce my daughter\u2019s thigh, fatty enough for insulin.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Aurora was three. Potty-trained but wetting the bed, asking for water again<\/p>\n<p>and again. When the newly diagnosed is a child &#8212;<\/p>\n<p>I push and twist the needle tip onto the pen designed for children &#8212;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>JDRF sends a stuffed bear named Rufus, his fatty parts evident<\/p>\n<p>in colorful felt patches. At the ER, the glucose meter read, simply, high.<\/p>\n<p>I pierce my daughter\u2019s arm, fatty enough for insulin.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Aurora in her white Elmo panties, IV strapped down tight. Bruised skin<\/p>\n<p>from nurses stabbing, from mommy forcing her to stay immobile.<\/p>\n<p>I push and twist the needle tip onto the pen designed for children.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat hurt mommy.\u201d I fight the urge to defend<\/p>\n<p>myself. \u201cI\u2019m sorry baby.\u201d Insulin allows my girl to live another little while.<\/p>\n<p>I pierce my daughter\u2019s belly, fatty enough for insulin.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The vial, the pen. Invisible ink written<\/p>\n<p>into her blood. Temporarily reconciled.<\/p>\n<p>I push and twist the needle tip onto the pen designed for children.<\/p>\n<p>I pierce my daughter\u2019s thigh, fatty enough for insulin.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Gabrielle Freeman &nbsp; I push and twist the needle tip onto the pen designed for children; the sharp punctures the rubber membrane of the small glass vial. I pierce my daughter\u2019s thigh, fatty enough for insulin. &nbsp; Aurora was three. Potty-trained but wetting the bed, asking for water again and again. When the newly diagnosed [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":540,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-343","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-written-by"],"blocksy_meta":{"styles_descriptor":{"styles":{"desktop":"","tablet":"","mobile":""},"google_fonts":[],"version":6}},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.owu.edu\/nightowl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/343","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.owu.edu\/nightowl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.owu.edu\/nightowl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.owu.edu\/nightowl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/540"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.owu.edu\/nightowl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=343"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/sites.owu.edu\/nightowl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/343\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":344,"href":"https:\/\/sites.owu.edu\/nightowl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/343\/revisions\/344"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.owu.edu\/nightowl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=343"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.owu.edu\/nightowl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=343"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.owu.edu\/nightowl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=343"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}